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Name:sugar_crash
Birthdate:Sep 16
Location:Bristol, United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland
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I'm a work in progress but I wouldn't have it any other way. So there isn't really much I can say about me but instead here's some words other people have said that mean something to me.


"Nothing is ever forgotten, not completely. If something is ever remembered, it can come back."
The Doctor (Matt Smith)

"And though this journeys over, I'd go back if you asked me to."
Pink, I'm Not Dead lyrics

"Sleep now. I will watch, and catch you if you should fall".
Delenn, Babylon 5

"It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to... Hope guides me, it is what gets me through the day and especially the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you."
William Thatcher, A Knights Tale

"...I'm not asking you for anything. When I say I love you, it's not because I want you, or because I can't have you - it has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try... I've seen your kindness, and your strength, I've seen the best and the worst of you and I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one..."
Spike, Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."
Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City

"When life itself seems lunatic, who knows where madness lies? To surrender dreams, this may be madness; to seek treasure where there is only trash. Too much sanity may be madness! But maddest of all, to see life as it is and not as it should be.
Don Quixote, Man of La Mancha

"That last kiss, I'll cherish, Until we meet again, and time makes, it harder, I wish I could remember, but I'll keep, your memory, you'll visit me in my sleep, my darling, who knew?"
Pink, Who Knew lyrics

"I will never forget. I will never regret. I will live my life"
30 Seconds to Mars, Closer to the Edge

"It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us, baby
And now it's so sad that whatever we had, ain't worth saving,
If the love that I got for you's gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong, yeah, I'm wrong, this ain't a love song
If the pain that I'm feelin' so strong is the reason I'm holdin' on
Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song"

Bon Jovi, This Ain't a Love Song

"I'll tell you all how the story ends, Well, the good guys die and the bad guys win (who cares?)
It ain't about all the friends you made, But the graffiti they write on your grave...
We can leave this world, Leave it all behind,
We can steal this car if your folks don't mind,
We can live forever if you've got the time."

My Chemical Romance, Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back

"Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning... breathe in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breathe in and out... and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while."
Sam Baldwin, Sleepless in Seattle

"All love is unrequited."
Susan Ivanova, Babylon 5

"Touch passion when it comes your way... It's rare enough as it is. Don't walk away from it when it calls you by name."
Marcus Cole, Babylon 5

"Sometimes people walk away because they want to be alone, and sometimes they walk away because they want to see if you care enough to follow them into hell. I think I went the wrong way."
Michael Garibaldi, Babylon 5

"I stopped believing in miracles a long time ago... Part of the heart goes dead, it's best to leave it that way."
Marcus Cole, Babylon 5

"Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel"

Papa Roach, Scars

"Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you."
'Baby', Dirty Dancing

"So walk away, cause if you stay,
I would even wait all night,
Well or until my heart explodes,
(How long?) Until we find our way in the dark and out of harm
You can run away with me,
You can write it on your arm,
You can run away with me,
Anytime you want."

Summertime, My Chemical Romance

"Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love."
Fyodor Dostoyevsky

"Better a broken heart then no heart at all."
"Try it! You try!"

The Doctor to Kazran Sardick, Doctor Who (A Christmas Carol)

"No star can shine with a broken heart."
Yvaine, Stardust

"Kiss the rain, whenever you need me,
Kiss the rain, whenever I'm gone too long,
If your lips, feel lonely and thirsty,
Kiss the rain, and wait for the dawn.
Keep in mind, we're under the same skies,
And the nights, as empty for me as for you,
If you feel, you can't wait till morning,
Kiss the rain."

Billie Myers, Kiss the rain.

"Well as my broken heart lies bleeding,
You say true love its suicide,
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore,
You left me drowning in my tears,
And you won't save me any more.
Now I pray to God you'll give me one more chance girl,
I'll be there for you,
These five words I swear to you,
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you,
I'll be there for you."

Bon Jovi, I'll be there for you.

"See the stone set in your eyes,
See the thorn twist in your side,
I will wait, for you."

U2, With or Without You.

"So lately, been wondering, who will be there to take my place,
When I'm gone, You'll need love, to light the shadows on your face."

The Calling, Wherever you Will Go.

"I missed your skin when you were East,
You clicked your heels and wished for me."

Panic! at the Disco, Northern Downpour

"Your girlfriend is not more important than the whole Universe."
"She is to me!"

The Doctor and Rory Williams, Doctor Who, The Big Bang

"Records indicate you will show mercy! You are an associate of the Doctor's!
"I'm River Song. Check your records again."
"Mercy."
"Say it again?"
"Mercy!"
"One more time."
"Mer-cy-y-y!"

River Song and Dalek, Doctor Who, The Big Bang

"She can always hear me, Doctor. Always. Wherever she is and she always knows that I am coming for her, do you understand me? Always."
Rory, Doctor Who, Day of the Moon

"Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there’s just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I’ll get up again
Don’t count me out just yet

I’ve been brought down to my knees
And I’ve been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I’ll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven’t seen the last of me"

Cher, You Haven't Seen the Last of me.

"Hold your head high heavy heart
Save your strength for the morning after.
So take a chance and make it big,
Cause it’s the last you’ll ever get.
If we don’t take it, when will we make it?"

The Academy Is, the Phrase that pays

"If this is a test
I’m losing my shit
Would it kill you to care
as much as I did?
If this is a test,
I’m wasting my breath
You’re a stranger I know well,
And not at all."

The Academy Is, The Test

"But when the weather changed,
like fine print, you were hard to read.
Blind-folded, eyes wide open,
staring through me."

The Academy Is, Rumoured Nights

"...When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through."

All American Rejects, Move Along

"It's always darkest just before the dawn
So stay awake with me, let's prove them wrong"

Make it Stop (Septembers Children) by Rise Against

"And too much blood has flown from the wrist
Of children shamed for those they chose to kiss."

Make it Stop by Rise Against

"I'm through with love, I'll never fall again,
Said adieu to love, don't ever call again,
For I must have you or no one,
And so I'm through with love.
I've locked my heart, I'll keep my feelings there,
I've stocked my heart, with icy frigid air,
For I mean to care for no one,
Because I'm through with love."

Sugar, 'I'm through with Love' from the movie 'Some Like it Hot'

"Sing it for the boys,
Sing it for the girls,
Every time that you lose it sing it for the world.
Sing it from the heart,
Sing it till you're nuts,
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts.
Sing it for the deaf,
Sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind.
Sing it for the World."

Sing, by My Chemical Romance

"I feel the pressure,
It's coming down on me,
It's turning me black and blue"

The Flood, by Escape the Fate

"I can't recall the last time
Someone asked me how I was
Last I checked I was a fucking wreck
I called for help and no one showed up
I sit in the dirt"

Bite My Tongue by You Me At Six

"Well I jumped into the river, Too many times to make it home
I'm out here on my own, an drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time, To read between the lines
I see the storm is getting closer, And the waves they get so high
Seems everything we've ever known's here, Why must it drift away and die
I'll never find anyone to replace you, Guess I'll have to make it through,
this time - oh this time, Without you
I knew the storm was getting closer, And all my friends said I was high
But everything we've ever known's here, I never wanted it to die"

Estranged, by Guns 'n' Roses

"This isn't what I want, but I'll take the high road. Maybe it's because I look at everything as a lesson, or because I don't want to walk around angry, or maybe it's because I finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept. Things we don't want to know, but have to learn. And people we can't live without, but have to let go."
JJ, Criminal Minds, S6 E2

"Well, to say you stopped loving someone you once loved more than anything else in the world, I mean that would be a lie."
Cal Lightman, Lie to Me, S2 E13

"Listen, when you get home tonight you're going to be confronted by the instinct to drink alone. Trust that instinct. Manage the pain. Don't try to be a hero."
Toby Ziegler, West Wing, 'Holy Night'

"River: I can't let you die—
The Doctor: But I have to die!
River: Shut up! I can't let you without knowing you are loved. By so many and so much. And by no one more than me.
The Doctor: River, you and I, we know what this means. We are ground zero of an explosion that will engulf all reality. Billions and billions will suffer and die.
River: I'll suffer if I have to kill you.
The Doctor: More than everything living thing in the universe?!
River: Yes."

River Song and The Doctor, Doctor Who, "The wedding of River Song"

"God: Grace. You want her back?
Bruce: No. I want her to be happy, no matter what that means. I want her to find someone who will treat her with all the love she deserved from me. I want her to meet someone who will see her always as I do now, through Your eyes.
God: Now THAT'S a prayer."

Bruce Almighty

"Where there is desire, There is gonna be a flame,
Where there is a flame, Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns, Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try"

Pink, Try

"The truth about love is it's nasty and salty
It's the regret in the morning, it's the smelling of armpits
It's wings, and songs
And trees, and birds
It's all the poetry that you ever heard"

Pink, The Truth About Life

"If you promise not to cry, then I will tell you just
What I would say
If I could be with you tonight,
I would sing you to sleep,
Never let them take the light behind your eyes.
I’ll fail and lose this fight,
Never fade in the dark
Just remember that you will always burn as bright"

My Chemical Romance, The Light Behind Your Eyes

"That the world is ugly, but you’re beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me?
Like I’m thinking of you?
I would say I’m sorry though, though I really need to go
I just wanted you to know
I wanted you to know
I wanted you to know
I’m thinking of you
Every night, every day"

My Chemical Romance, The World Is Ugly

"She tried hard to help me
She put me at ease
Loved me so naughty it
Made me weak at the knees
I wish I had a river I could skate away on
I'm so hard to handle
I'm selfish and I'm sad
Now I've gone and lost the best baby
That I ever had
Oh, I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
Oh I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly"

River (as sung by Robert Downey Jr)

"White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight
Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears
I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you
Tie a knot in the rope, trying to hold, trying to hold,
But there's nothing to grab so I let go
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)"

Pink, Blow me one last kiss

"I walked away from the last Great Time War. I marked the passing of the Time Lords. I saw the birth of the universe and I watched as time ran out, moment by moment, until nothing remained. No time. No space. Just me. I walked in universes where the laws of physics were devised by the mind of a mad man. I've watched universes freeze and creations burn. I've seen things you wouldn't believe. I have lost things you will never understand."
The Doctor, The Rings of Akhatan

"The Doctor: You're always here to me. And I always listen. And I can always see you.
River: Then why didn't you speak to me?
The Doctor: Because I thought it would hurt too much.
River: I believe I could have coped.
The Doctor: No, I thought it would hurt me. And I was right"

Doctor Who, River Song, The Name of the Doctor

"I'm a stitch away, from making it, and a scar away, from falling apart"
Fall Out Boy, The (After) Life of the Party



“We reached a new level of social justice this evening, marriage equality. I said to the legislators, you look at the first word, marriage, it’s really about the second word, equality. It’s really about New Yorkers, our brothers and sisters, looking at us and saying, we want equality. We want equality in society, equality in our relationships, equality in our love, equality in our families. We want full recognition, marriage equality, and we did it today.”
New York Governor Andrew Cuomo after the passing of the Marriage Equality bill in New York. 25/6/2011





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DoctorDonna mood theme by dana_cz


PS. Yes I am over 18. I just chose not to show my full age here because I'm in denial over it but let me put it this way - I can remember Live Aid, finished Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire in one weekend whilst in my second year at Uni and rocked the last ever concert at the old Wembley stadium (Bon Jovi, August 20th 2000) and know how to drive. Badly, admittedly, but I know. :P
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